Musings

No answers, only opinions

I tried to run straight at it and couldn't.

It is not something to be had, but rather trapped or caught.

Form a hexagon with a bit of grit and six sides of fence.

From 2038, the doorway to 1912 must be shut.

The masquerade ball.

The approximate voice.

Supply chain transparency.

The bulletin board in 1998.

A computer with a case of the sillyz.

When I turned 18, there were so, so many bad paths open to me.

The one secret that is reproducible by anyone trying to make it anywhere for anything is short.

Don't predict ten years from now.

Predict the perfect future and wake up everyday working towards what needs to be done by this day, same time, next year.

2006 – released my first podcast 2007 – released my first website 2008 – released my first wordpress blog 2009 – graduated community college 2010 – sold my first white labeled design system 2011 – launched a federated social media bulletin board 2012 – tutored beginner C++ through data structures and algorithms 2013 – graduated private college 2014 – wrote minesweeper twice in a day to land a job in silicon valley 2015 – integrated partnerships for identity management with ruby on rails 2016 – released cutestrap 2017 – completed the wizard's journey 2018 – joined netflix 2019 – won netflix studio hackday 2020 – launched prepaid billing, multiplexed 3DS, and upgraded to 2.0 2021 – killed react 2022 – founded https://sillyz.computer 2023 – studied clown 2024 – marketed https://thelanding.page

Don't compete for attention.

Compete with intention.

I've worked in software a long time and I've thought a lot about how I'm paid, where the money comes from and how to do it on my own.

The physics of the situation is there are two factors:

  • The cost of hardware, maintainence, and power

Which is fairly fixed and predicatable— the platform for software to run on.

From there, the equation is build versus buy:

  • can you get a solution to a current problem off the shelf for the less than the hourly rate for research and development of a custom solution.

Hi, I'm the guy that charges hourly rates for research and development of custom solutions.

I've been working for myself now for 14 months doing freelance research and development for earth, but I need to pivot into getting paid to feed my family.

If I were to run for president, I'd use my tax returns and publicly auditable source code, but I know nothing of this earth's politics other than they seem utterly disconnected from the subsystems they run on.

One dollar per gigabyte per month.

If that sounds like a lot of money, how about one cent for ten megabytes?

For this price, I'll host your secure files, whether documents or video game saves.

How did I get these numbers?

Well, I bought a data center.

I made a video a few years back and I think the people that viewed the video got the wrong impression.

At the time, I was working as a client-side software engineer and I was demonstrating the difference between platfoms.

An M1 MacBook Pro is prohibitively expensive for most daily active users of the internet, which would be the client they would use to consume any content from books, to audio, to video, to games.

I was demonstrating then, that a Raspberry Pi could serve as not only a client of content, but also a server. And not just a server, but a creative environment. And not just a creative environment, but built on the one that inspired the literal Jurassic Park. And not just the literal Jurassic Park, but the metaphorical one that inspired it: Genentech.

I digress— a unix system. If you're a child that can save the adults, you know this.

However, it is not actually a unix system. Well mine is, but the one I'm going to ship across platform is the successor to the successful elements of it: 9p.

If this is too technical, I'm done. I just needed to drop a line of knowledge so that anyone that knows their operating systems history and future, knows that I know that Microsoft and Google are both underpinned by this tech.

Anyways, I bought a data center.

I don't particularly care for the AI, but depending on my customers, we can include any number of characters for you to inquire. That's not the point.

The point is we're talking tokens now.

Sixty United States Dollars will be 600 tokens at todays exchange rate. I am also open to alternative currencies. Think of this like an arcade.

1 token is ten megabytes. This is fixed, once we enter the digital reality, because I bought a data center. It is best to visualize this data center as an arcade.

When you come in, you can play games anonymously and train in stealth mode before unleashing your skills on the open market. Or, once you reach your first 600 tokens can acquire the player card to log onto the leaderboard.

The entire cross-over idea of me getting into performance was to have a Steve Jobs style tech demo where I pulled a piece of paper out of my pocket and proclaimed it to be a computer. After running that idea a few times, the feedback was it was a terrible dues ex for a tech demo, but an excellent premise for an interactive universe, like Pixar.

Truth be told, I would rather be an animator than an engineer, but there was never any money in that.

You would always be at the whim of the software capable of being delivered by Adobe and Apple, no rivalry comment.

Well, I just got the light. I do believe this paper is the computer. The entire computer exists within this paper, the way it exists in that phone, that keyboard, that cyberdeck, and this guitar. Four players in a new age rock band, but where do they keep the books, audio, video, and games they made of their misadventures?

In my data center.

Unveiling to you for the first time, the BackPackPro. I've been talking about the free version of my backpack in the arctic code vault for quite some time now, but this is built on the Apple M-Series Platform, the MacBookPro is just the one I modded to run on and in my backpack at boot.

Thanks for coming, scan the paper computer and jump into my backpack, let's get out of here!

Don't write a game.

If you do, don't write a game engine.

If you do, don't write a platform.

If you do, don't write a computer.

If you do, don't commercialize it.

If you do, don't teach it to kids.

Hello all—

I'm an avid internet user and indie developer. I'm former Netflix, current volunteer with the Internet Archive, collaborator on the https://braid.org wg, and a clown comic in the san francisco bay area. I'm active on activity pub and interested in collaborating on the future of the medium.

I am not optimistic the future of our protocol will lay in the hands of any one working group or even subset of the network given a large portion will not federate with organizations that threaten their sovereignty, regardless of the sticker on the label.

Being realistic, what is the hashtag that can be representative of the voice of the people that people like me will listen to?

As someone that has been loud on the Network starting in 2020, I've been able to identify OG WG collaborators on the Open Side. I've tried Threads Side, but so far I have no idea how using the app will help me interoperate with the creators, but more importantly, my friends.

The challenge I'm facing as someone attempting to collaborate in public as openly as possible ( https://archive.org/details/amphi_day1_1730_a_taste_of_tomorrow_today )— I am hitting invisble walls, just like in video games. In practice, my real world, real life friends and family are all on Facebook, Whatsapp, and Instagram— the meta verse, right?

The challenge I'm facing is that I just want to send them a message from my computer, https://sillyz.computer, where I am logged in to my Network Open Side Account (e.g. Mastodon) and able to reach them through the Threads Side.

Regardless of the stance of federation by collectives, we still need options for individuals to securely connect on sidebar channels, which is the main point I'm getting at.

Over the holidays this year, my grandmother was trying reach out to her brother— she's in her 80s. I'm clearly the tech guru of the family so she came to me and we did not find him. That's no one's fault, but needing to look through all of her chat apps to find which contact he was associated under is a failure of the premise for which she owns a phone.

Food for thought. But please consider my direct question:

What hashtag are we aligning on across protocol for people looking to actively engage in collaborative architecture of the Network, Open or otherwise?

For now, I propose: #swicg as that's the name of this list, is already partially in use on the Open Network Side, and entirely unoccupied on the Threads Side— maybe that's some honest middle ground to start with?

  • Ty aka The Notorious Sillonious Tyler Childs, no affiliation with Tyler Childers.

p.s. please consider remixing my still alpha, 9p inspired MIT licensed computing platform: https://github.com/tylerchilds/plan98 and toss any social feedback my way— currently focused on couch co-op style lan and not the interplantary stuff just yet. in band collaborative editing coming 2024.

One of the greatest things about rust is that it is self-hosted.

There's a lot of debate about whether people want “self-hosted” or not and let me tell you— they do.

As one example, the fact any Silicon Valley investors needs to know the names, let alone versions of front end javascript frameworks in use by their portfolio is a critical failure of the collective engineering leaders of FAANG.

Actually strike that— critical success, because that portfolio is actually great at self-hosting or at least knowing when to buy someone else's self-hosting.

For the rest of the valley though the pathway through jQuery, jQuery UI, Handlebars, Backbone, Backbone with Marionette, Angular, Angular 2, React with Classes, Functional React, React with Hooks, Vue, Vue 3, Svelte, SvelteKit and this is before exploding the burrito with a package manager like npm, yarn, pnpm, and a runtime like node, bun deno, and a version of TypeScript or not has been a rough ride.

The point is about stability and velocity.

The main benefit of self-hosting is never running into a breaking API change— ever.

Rust is self-hosted in that anything that can happen on your device does. The main value Rust provides is a smooth paved path to drive on top of for hardware. Bluetooth, wifi, gamepads— all streamlined.

While rust solves the hardware, or backend, problems incurred by self-hosting and owning computers, there is not a clear winner for what self-hosting the services that draw pixels to our screens via software, or frontend should be shaped like.

There's a reason larger teams decided to incur the complexity costs of offloading their frontend development infrastructure to the cloud: it was hard to organize the web.

Conway's law took place and now support is fractured across GitHub issues, Discord Channels for external communication, Slack Channels for internal communication, loose customer service emails, phone calls from our boss, and a website that'll be totally updated when they hire the right junior front ender.

In short, the easiest way to do something is to mimic the way that people that make money by doing something.

To be fair, React as a thought leader from Facebook did more to progress the science and the art of front end programming to date and brought salaries up along with it.

That said, early 20's hackers that move fast and break things that are funded by essentially infinite amount of money with little to no oversight or overhead for shipping might not realize exactly when they struck gold— which was right in between Functional React and React with Hooks.

As a result, everyone that wasn't self-hosting and choosing to maintain their own secure fork of Functional React now has a codebase littered with hooks that require manual dependency tracking and will bump the complexity of code from “some text files” to “needs an IDE”.

The website is now on pause as the budget now calls for a senior front ender.

Things do not have to be this way. I'm on it.

The history of personal computers is quantum-entangled with the history of business computers. Systems built to power productivity also fuel creativity, placing computer creators dependent on computer producers. In turn, vocabulary has been invented to describe the artificial contructs to shape and maintain a business on networks of computers, that are not critical to core computer functionality.

All things considered equal, I do not have time to write a lecture or a research paper on how people live and die by their credibility and recognition. All computer systems and the way we think and reason about them philosophically had a justification in their time and space. That time is not now; I'm declaring bankruptcy.

Not real bankruptcy. Bankruptcy on the technical debt of technical writing.

I'm positing, it is more complex to discuss computers in the abstract than it is to expose them in their entirety on consumer grade hardware.

That said, we will be learning how the words learn, draw, style, when, teach, and state have special meaning to create personal object-oriented model-view immediate-mode entity-component operating-system computers in any language, but I believe the six short words will be more memorable in your native tongue with your own native code.

Founding Sillyz.Computer was Easy for A Couple Reasons

I think crediting computers should be more like crediting movies and I think crediting movies should be more like crediting computers.

What do I mean?

For a movie, above the line talent shows in the intro, below the line talent— after the above the line talent happens again at the end during the credits.

The cool thing about the movie doing this— everyone is seen. In software, there's above the line talent and below the line talent as well.

For computers, above the line talent appears in news headlines, has stage time, performs the art of the company. The below the line talent does the work, but there's not really credit in software, not publicly anyway. There are full audit trails of who changes what, where, when, and why, but that's proprietary computer vendor knowledge.

Fundamentally, computers aren't viewed like movies and movies aren't viewed like software.

Sillyz.Computer thinks they can be.

At the end of the day, computers make movies and movies make computers. Think about the iconic 1984 Apple ad— a short film that sold a brilliant number of computers.

Performance art.

Behind the scenes, Apple employees are shrouded in mystery to guard against corporate espionage and sabotage.

Sillyz.Computer doesn't think they have to be.

At the end of the day, computers and movies are built on social graphs shaped by the passings of papers, which inevitably outgrows the paper and needs a thumb drive.

When this happens, who owned what paper gets confused and there's not a proper way to attribute contributions across device and context boundaries.

At least, there wasn't until Sillyz.Computer.

And if the bottleneck of my career was not performing art, then I shall perform art.

I have now created three organizations.

sillonious- glue code to create a web bridge between hardware and software.

plan98- a collection of web components that may do anything from simple encrypted notes to game engines that connect to off the shelf consumer electronics, such as Nintendo Switch JoyCons and PlayStation DualShocks.

saga-genesis- a stack of html that provides an ide, debugger, sdk, and simulator for upgrading plain text to virtual productions and other narrative driven immersive experiences.


Sillonious

@sillonious/backpack – dotfiles and APE web client @sillonious/map – network configuration, microservices, and routing @sillonious/compass – device unification for physical and digital actuation

Plan98

@plan98/computer – configuration for starting the modular user interface @plan98/module – utility for creating user interface modules

Saga Genesis

@saga-genesis/engine – maps current space/time locations to saga roms @saga-genesis/party – couch co-op overlay and room codes @saga-genesis/sillonious – single player tutorial


All of this is MIT. All of this is one codebase. Soon.

How will you make money?

Private Membership. For $5 per month, you will get cloud saves. I will answer popular questions with short video tutorials, and based on feedback I will grow the internal product in the direction desired by my players.

editor's note: A pitch. A portfolio. A product.


Honestly? I'm struggling to articulate every possible avenue of my vision.

My sister was here over the holiday and she was writing an informative speech on the PlayStation and how it came about and what it became.

Humble beginnings.

The intrapraneur at Sony had first modded the original Nintendo Entertainment System to have better sound because a game his daughter was playing produced sounds that irritated his engineer trained ear. This mod became critical to the success of why one should upgrade from the NES to the Super NES.

I was an intrapreneur at Netflix that wanted to break into gaming.

Mission: Failed. Game Over.

But the main reason why I worked in Los Gatos was to gain nine lives.

Netflix.Com was just one. Sillyz.Computer is just one. Sony.Com could be one— I see their offices on my walk every day.

Since breaking into entertainment, I've primarily been operating as a producer and capturing content.

My favorite album was recorded on a Sony Walkman MiniDisc Player.

MiniDisc was a storage format, like vinyl records, floppy disks, dvds, sd cards. However, this was a special hybrid digital physical format for a digital phyiscal device. It could sync music downloaded from the internet or from line-level microphones.

A cassette player style recording studio in your pocket that could remix and remaster with anyone anywhere.

You could sell your cassettes to other people with players, but the physical format of compact discs won the battle of the era for their ability to stack, sleeve, and spool more effectively.

The lesson is— physical storage of digital information is critical to the ability for it to be properly disseminated and archived. In short, the MiniDisc Walkman failed to gain market traction. That said, the MiniDisc was still a success in the evolutionary chain of computing.

I recorded an album in 2023 using it. I made a music video for it. Listen to the warmth in sound. That's a single SM-58— studio grade microphone— wired directly into a Sony WalkMan MiniDisc Player.

The video itself was recorded on Sony hardware, the ZV-1 point and shoot video cameras. I used three. That's what I record live standup comedy on, but that's better wired into Black Magic ISO Pro to download live edited footage to an iPad as Da Vinci Resolve files that can sync with cloud collaborators anywhere.

The Black Magic and the iPad are the only two non-sony devices I use in my interactive production studio.

For recording ambient spaces, I have six UX570— pocket field recorders. For playtesting my virtual environments, I have two PlayStation 4 controllers I connect to the iPad, and my web client. If I need to test backwards compatibility of my Object-Oriented Model-View Entity Component System— OOMVECS— I dial up the legacy web browser on my limited edition bronze-plated PlayStation 4 that reads 35040/50000.

My hardware might be unique to me, but I assure you the polyfill I use to make sure that the PlayStation 4 is a fully capable client of my live service gaming network is the same polyfill that makes sure my KaiOS flip phones are fully capable clients.

Realistically though, for the price, you're better of picking up a maxed out Rasbperry Pi 5 for under $100 and you can just swap out the SD card when you want to switch from my gaming platform to a retro gaming platform that's compatible with legacy computer architectures.

The flip-side is, I can cross-compile for other computer architectures, so if you don't like the free version in the web browser on the PlayStation 4, I can sell you a full release native build.

That's the expensive part— actually integrating my business model with the business models of my competitors, which is why I need to charge full price for that. But if you subscribe for a year, I'll include a native app for their gaming computer platform, otherwise I'm claiming this is already more stable than currently released AAA-titles— with an even higher upside for long-term player value and $60 is a fair trade, if $5 per month for cloud game saves sounds like too much.

So even if you don't have PlayStation 4, I can get you discs for your PlayStation 5 or your Xbox 360. If you're done with discs, my paper gameboys are fully digital and you can scan the qr code to unlock iPhone/iPad/Mac/Android apps, Windows executables, and 6-Platform Apes. Again, that's only if you don't like the free web version.

I know you're thinking this all sounds ridiculous and over-complicated, but please hear me out.

My product is a device fits in the palm of your hand, has four buttons— an X, a Circle, a Square, and a Triangle. A hand-held computer. Inside is the life of your entire digital avatar. Books. Music. Movies. Games. Stories of all kinds. Your stories. A new kind of Sony Walkman.

Anyway, I'll read you my sister's speech now, which is about the Sony PlayStation, but I like to think of it as free child labor that provided me with not just market research of my competition, but also a roadmap for my career and creative trajectory. That day we worked from a blue bottle coffee in San Mateo— the same city that headquarters Sony, Roblox, and Sillyz.Computer.

The main thing I want you to take away is that the Sony employee that helped Nintendo with their gaming platform wasn't fired for treason. He became the pioneer father of the first Sony PlayStation, which rivaled the Nintendo and Sega line of products— putting Sonic the Hedgehog underwater, but inspired Bill Gates to believe Microsoft could launch the Xbox after poaching the developers of the Halo franchise from Apple's Macintosh line by creating a compatible physical digital agreement that jived with the studio heads at Bungie more than Steve Jobs' pitch.

I digress.

Ken Kutaragi eventually became the CEO of Sony, which still arguably has the best line of engineered entertainment products in all of not just Silicon Valley, but the world.

Now that's winning the metaverse and it all started by modding a platform that did exist and by happenchance creating one that didn't yet then.

In practice, everything gets pushed back by 30 minutes, give or take. That's why flights at SFO are always 15 minutes early or 15 minutes late.

The people that were supposed to be there are confused on how the time changed and the people visiting are mildly inconvenienced, but that's usually par for the course for a comedy show, in my most pointed experience.

I performed a set last week. I wrote my set that morning, published it on my website, and the show started at 8pm instead of 7:30.

I started the cameras early and in the background we hear Allan kick a guy out of the bar. I recorded the full show because I was collecting test data for 3 camera live comedy untethered.

The man cried blasphemy and that his cross was for Jesus Christ. He was in a red beret, the cross was iron, and he had a metal storage clipboard that just shouted papers please— but that might have just been energy of his military dress uniform from I don't know which country or which era.

I did my set that night entirely from my phone and I stuck to the bit I prepared, because if there's anything I know about time-travelers, I know I'm not alone. And if my set was important enough to boop a timeline for, I better just do it.

And the benefit of being a bard is that all the heavy lifting is done for me. I just read my lines from my phone. I didn't even need to fight the guy to win the encounter.

I needed to go to the bathroom before the show. But the hallway was crowded and I stopped short. I don't even know if this guy knows he was looking for me in particular or just “the guy in the bathroom” because that's usually how a time-hit takes place.

No names, no identities.

I'm shy and awkward, despite performing comedy and being the most outgoing introverted person. So I didn't want to bother anybody by squeezing by to make it to the bathroom.

I figured I'd wait. And that's when I first made eye contact with this guy— before I turned on the cameras. He came up the stairs and he was sweating like he was running late for a 7:30 appointment.

I gave him an nod like, “welcome to the show”, but I quickly went back to reading over my lines, even though this dude felt a little out of place. Anyway, he made moves towards the bathroom.

That's around when I started the cameras and since the show was running late anyways, I had time to use the bathrooms downstairs, so I went down the front.

I came back up from the back and the bar owner I'm friends with that's a cyber security professional was escorting the down the front stairs.

A time traveler then a nazi walk into a bar. The time traveler walks in again and the nazi is banned. Sorry for the delay, but the last 30 minutes have been a trip, welcome to the show and please give a round of applause to Allan for being a firewall.

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